Where to go from here

I boast. I'm not as modest as I'd like to be. Sometimes, well ok most times, it is only after a conversation that I question myself. Should I have said that? Too much? Too long? I could rehearse for hours what I said.

Mainly, listening is so boring. I don't mean it to demean anyone, because I know this is an admirable attribute. But honestly why does one listen? Kris listens to investigate, to find out what a person is like. I just kind of get all that without the listening bit.

I just realize some days how young I am.